I fell in love. I fell apart. I was flying in the sky and then crashed down to earth. I have so many options but yet cannot decide. All I can think of is one. One person. One feeling. One idea. One illusion. I am trapped deep down in this darkness, see the light above but cannot reach it with my hands. I don't want to care for anyone else except for myself. I want to be selfish and free again. I don't want to think of 'if" and "what" and "how". I don't want to believe in this illusion. I don't want to feel stupid and weak and miserable. I 've seen what love is and I don't want it anymore...
My most played songs for this period in random order:
1. I see you - Leona Lewis
2. Till I hear you sing once more - Love Never Dies Soundtrack
3. I will crumble - Wuthering Heights OST
4. Innocente - Delirium
5. Come what may - Moulin Rouge OST
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