There is a guy I have recently met. I thought I liked him a lot. I am trying hard not to fall for him because he reminds me of you. He is one year older than you. He smokes the same cigarettes like you did. He supports the same football team as you. He has exactly the same hobbies like you. Uses same phrases, same jokes, same looks. And I don't want to like anyone who reminds me of you.
He is affectionate and when I talk to him he looks me in the eyes with a big smile, just like you used to when you were in love with me. I hate it when he talks about his ideas, his life, his family and his dreams, cause he makes me listen to the things that made me love you. The truth is, if I hadn't met you, I would have fallen in love with him by now. But this time I know that no matter how caring and sensitive and loyal someone might seem in the beginning, he can prove to be the biggest liar of all in the end. Just like you.
He is trying to approach me and I am trying even harder to resist. And just like you were chasing me harder when I was pushing you away, he is now doing the same thing. Same vicious circle. But this time I am not falling for these seemingly nice guys like you were. I 've seen this before. It seems like the prototype was cloned in several copies and they all spread around the globe pretending to be innocent, sensitive and caring but in reality they are deceiving little monsters in a beautiful cover.
He talks and I think to myself if you have all been programmed to say the same things, to have the same attitude and game in order to get a girl like me. But hey, you were the master of this role-playing, so I had a good teacher to learn from. And this is my game now.
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